Eyeriz Gold’s Blog

No matter what.. the darkness always followed me. And all the tears I shed, we’re shed beyond close doors. So I choose the only place that I might be safe. But I wish that I could have brought you with me. Because the pain you brought me was never a pain of heartache, but a pain of love. And I’m sorry that I won’t be there for you when you need me. Just look inside your heart and I’ll be there. I just coudn’t take the pain. The evil I’d brought down on you. The only thing that I could do was go. And pray that one day you would all understand. And accept that I had moved on to a better place. Or so I hoped.. far out of his reach I never knew how hard it’d be to do this on my own. But protecting you… made the leavin’ bearable. And I will always have the dreams of how we could have been. If I had only given you the chance. And all I can do now is wish that I could say that I am sorry. But when I looked at myself, the image was distorted. If only I could have seen myself through your eyes.. Then maybe this place wouldn’t have seemed so bad. And I could have broken the chains that bound me. But I just coudn’t escape the demons from my past. And like me, you’ll have to live with the regret. Running away in shame.. Instead of being brave enough to take hope by the hand. Because people did care, even when they seemed not to they loved you. You only needed to ask and neither heaven nor hell, could have overcome. And I would no longer be walking a barren road alone. Because I’d be home…

Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; Does not behave rudely, does not seek it’s own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; Does not rejoice in inquity, but rejoices in the truth; Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things; Love nver fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away…